i am

I am what is wrong
cursing the earth, driving evil ahead
my path leaving evil in my wake.
Working to make right as I work, dreaming
Effort succeeding only in my mind,
I am wrong and can not change, but try.
Believing in Him. Trusting, humbly asking,
receiving more than deserved, continuing to fail.
I am Christian.

-dean

Baptisim

immerse, dip,
die,and be
reborn
dry in the sun, see
the change of day
immerse,
listen to the stillness
of death before you surface
to breath the warmth, feel
light on your face
reborn.
-dean